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August 24th, 2004


06:24 pm - NEW JOURNAL
NEW JOURNAL!!!!


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01:30 pm - thing
1) Starting time: 1:30 pm
2) Full Name: Leanne Meep?
3) Nicknames: Meep
4) School: Huntington
5) Email: ummm something with shadow and vengeance and grl @ hotmail something
6) Eyes: brown
7) Hair: brown
8) Height: 5"4
9)Weight: Im a fat 1
10) Siblings: brother
11) Ever been cheated on: I don't think so
12) Ever missed school because it was raining: nope
13) Set any body part on fire for amusement: nope
14) Had an imaginary friend: yea
15) Wanted to hook up with a friend: ummm probably
16) Cried during a Flick: yes
17) Had a crush on a teacher: hahahah
18) Ever thought of animated characters as hot: nope
19) Ever at anytime owned a 'New Kids on the block" album: I wish
20) Ever prank called someone: yea
21) Been on stage: nope

-----------------FAVORITES------------------
22) Shampoo: herbal essences
23) Color: pink
24) Summer/Winter: winter
25) website: www.avengedsevenfold.com
26) Lace, silk or satin: plastic
27) Like Anyone: yes
28) Who have you known the longest of your friends: Tavi since 1994 best pals 4 life
30) Who's the shyest friend you have: ummm i dunno none?
31) Who do you go to for advice: SEAN
32) Who do you get along with: Danny,Jenny,Matt,Tavi

------------In The Last 2 Weeks Have You------------
33) Cried: yea...but i was drunk
34) Been mean: yeah....but I was drunk
36) Been sarcastic: yea
37) Met someone new: yea
38) Talked to someone you have a crush on: ?
39) Missed someone: yea
40) Hugged someone: yea
41) fought with your parents: yea
42) Wished upon a star: no
43) Laughed until you've cried: nope
44) Played Truth or Dare: nope
45) Watched a sunrise/sunset: yea
46) Went to the beach at night: yea
47) Read a book for fun: working on that
49) Are you lonely: not at all
50) Are you happy: somewhat
51) Are you talking to someone online: yea

-----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN -----------
52) God/Devil: god
53) Love: yes
54) The Closet Monster: no
55) The Big Bang Theory: hmm thats the one about the planets and all that stuuff umm i dunno
56) Heaven/hell: heaven
57) Superstitions: some

-------------ODD’S AND ENDS-------------
60) Metallica or Led Zepplin: Zepplin
61) When was the last time you showered: today
62) What was the last thing that you said when u were online: gosh
63) What is right next to you: a plastic hot wheels watch that evan gave me
64) What is your computer desk made of: wood
65) What was the last thing that you did: talked to danny
67) Where would you want to go on your honeymoon: um?i dunno
69) How's the weather: hot
70) What did you do yesterday/today: went to la and saw donnie darko with my love
71) Thing that you find attractive about the opposite sex: eyes
73) All time favorite TV show: one tree hill
74) Dream car: dunno
75) What do you want to be when you grow up: who thinks that far ahead? jk um honestly I dunno yet
76) Favorite animal: liger
77) Favorite music: hardcore,punk,metal ect ect blah blah
78) Favorite saying: meep
79) Favorite food: dunno
80) Favorite days of the week: Friday
83) If you could change your name, what would it be: umm meep
84)you sleep with a stuffed animal: No
85) The most stupid thing u ever did: bit a chunk out of dannys arm
86) First Son's name: Elliot
87) First Daughters name: Valarie
89) Favorite drink: water or green tea
90) You like scary or funny movies better: i dunno umm both I guess i cant decide
91) On the phone or in person: person
92) Lust or Love: love
93) If you could change something about yourself, what would it be: where do i start
94)D you consider cheerleading or dance team a sport: um?
95) Do you have pets: dog
96) Who sent this survey to you: no 1 well i took it from Codey
97) What do you think of this person: she's cool I guess I've never really talked to her all that much
98) What are a few of your favorite songs: remenissions, when midnight breaks, I wont see you tonight part2, ,silver screened lovers, to end the rapture, the art of subconsious illusion, a heros trial, turn the other way, helena,hang 'em high, head fisrt for halos, a girl in glass, chinese takeaway,love will tear us apart,cant kill my intergrity,ballad for a liar, photographic memories,tear stained lies, dancing with myself, rebel yell,its nights like this that keep us alive, the sound of silence,numbers,nelly the elephant,Im a telle adict,dig that groove gah too many I dunno hahaha
90)Do you want your friends to do this survey: If they want
100) time finished: 1:57pm

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09:52 am - Donnie Darko...
meep! Well yesterday I went to see Donnie Darko in LA with Evan, Evan Fayland,Emily,Dustin,Jennifer,Jesse and his girlfriend. It was sooo awkward cause I only knew Evan and Evan and I've met Dustin before. So yeah the girls were really nice I was weird at first cause I thought I wouldnt like them cause I kinda dont like girls cause there crazy hahhaa. But it was nice Donnie Darko is MUCH better on Big Screen oh man it was amazing but there were some parts that were different I guess. Like they added the chapters of Gramas Deaths book, I dont remember seeing that in the regular 1. Umm I dunno it was good. When Donnies banging the knife against the mirror its fucking awesome cause its all big and ahhhhh amazing!!! But yeah you need to see it! Im all tired and have stuff to do. I need to make plans with mr matt cause I havent seen him in... well a few days but still! hahah I need to hang out with tavi cause its been forever and we have a lot to catch up on! hahaha so I shall make some calls today hopefully. Im sorry if I've been lagging but yeah hahaha im sorry. Evan has a show this monday if anyone wants to go its at chain. But yeah let me knwo if you do. Bye bye


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August 22nd, 2004


10:19 pm - <3 2 month <3

  today I went to the mall with danny and Evan #2. It was fun I bought a new sweater and some hand sanatizer. Ummm my MCR jacket came in the mail the other day yay!! umm anyway came home from the mall took danny home then went to my loves house {evan #1} we hung out for like 10 min then rhett and taylor came and we went to the hookah bar. Met there friend eric there and hung out, went to evans at like 9:40 then my mom came and got me at 9:50 soooo a total of 20 min alone with him on our 2 month oh how nice hahaha it was okay tho atleast I got to see him :). But yeah 2 months today yay! thats a record for me hahaha. Anyway Im off kinda just upset with some stuff and yeah but hey shit happens.


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   mmm long day

 awww

 meep lazyness

 

 meep!

 

 

that is all goodnight! <3 me

 

 


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03:13 pm

 

poor matt. pant accident


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August 21st, 2004


07:15 pm - gaahh
Hey! well yesterday was nice I went to see Matt and we hung out for 3 hours, then t dub, then went to Disneyland it was exciting!!! MMMMMMM!!! And I got a Scarey Teddy doll t's pretty sweet, practically the sweetest thing ever. Then t dub and pic nic at the park then I went to evans, stayed there. Woke him up or tried to lol umm then we went shopping with his mum and got him some new pants and shoes. MmmmmMmmm sweet tight pants! hahah sick!!! That boy is sooo skinny it's scarey. But yeah then I called beth and told her about it and we decided to make fun of him together and call him fashion core cause they aaaarreee pretty meepish. So yeah when she gets back we will team up. Tomarrow noise attack show Im guessing..... I dunno yet! Sunday is my 2 month woo hoo hahah I didnt pull a leanne lol gah Im so happy with this boy I love him to death! We stayed up till 3 talking about random stuff. Its cool to have someone like that. = )

Life's okay at the moment I guess, very happy with everything. I have so much to say tho like I need to call stuff more often I need to tell people how I feel. I dont wana be a bitch tho but I feel I NEED to say something I dunno this is weird.
Ive had a LOT of drama going on and Im trying to get threw it and Im happy everyone is understanding but yeah I dunno. I have fucking random bruises on me from I dunno what and when and gah but yeah scares me. Soooo much I need to just get away for a while or just not leave my house hahaha I need to stay away from shit. Tooo much drunken crazyness. Okay well now Im babbling on. So im out peace.


Hmmmm I wonder where sean is. I havent talked to him in like a week or two its scarey! I should call him but I dont think he'd like that. Maybe I will tonight I dunno.


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August 17th, 2004


10:56 pm - last 2 days
Yesterday went to lunch with danny and my dad, then shopping with danny and my mom. we got material and we made blankets. So wittle evan has a new blanket meep. ordered my new my chemical romance jacket mmmmmmm. Then we watched tv and talked a lot and ate dinner. Then she went home to hang out with someone ahem. Then Jenny Tyarn and Christian came to get me. Hung out with them for a bit and hit up t dub. Then they took me to evans at 10 30.


hung out with him stayed over cause I didnt feel like going home and I wanted to hang out with him. Anyway woke him up at 8am... well i didnt he just blamed me for it. went back to sleep woke up then sleep again. Then we went to LA with his mom and cousin and I went to the dead bodie exhibit AGAIN. It was pretty sweet. I liked it then we went to sanamonica and walked around all these shops and ate at johnny rockets or something then walked then came home and I was sleepy so we watched 8 mile and then I called my mom to come get me at 9 30. So it was an evan marathon hahaha 23 or so hours with him loonnggg time sheesh. But it was fun :) yep yep. His cousin's a nice guy :) really nice I like him a lot. He goes home wensday :*(.


so yeah that was my past 2 days and yeah so bye bye
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August 12th, 2004


08:43 pm
                                    

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05:00 pm - survey
survey

am i..
- am i cute?
- am i crazy?
- am i lovable?
- am i funny?
- am i annoying?
- am i psycho?
- am i daring?
- am i a good person?

would you..
- would you hug me?
- would you miss me if i was gone?
- would you kiss me?
- would you make out with me?
- would you listen to my problems?
- would you be a good friend?
- would you be my best friend?

would you ever..
- would you ever go out with me?
- would you ever do it again if you already have?
- would you ever marry me if you could?

- would you ever talk bad about me if we ever broke up?

- would you ever make out with me in a cemetery?
- would you ever make out with me in the rain?
- would you ever snuggle with me?

if you could..
- if you could give me a new name, it would be?
- if you could do one thing with me, it would be?
- if you could give me a piece of advice, it would be?
- if you could kidnap me for a day, where would we go?

just a few questions..
- what do you love about me?
- what do you hate about me?
- what is my best quality?
- if you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
- what is your honest opinion about me?
- what would you do if i sang out of tune?
- what song reminds you of me?
- do i remind you of any characters on tv?
- have you ever had a dream about me?
- do you think i'm a virgin?
- if you just met me, how old would you guess i am?
- am i huggable?

- if you could give me anything, what would it be?
- if you could promise me anything, what would it be?

personal..
- am i ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, etc.?
- if you could describe me in one word, what would that word be?
- when we first met, what were your thoughts?
- if you had to describe to someone who i am and what i am like, what
would
you tell them?
- what are my faults?
- what are my strengths?
- do you wish we were closer?
- why aren't we closer?

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09:48 am - yesterday....boreing
matt: what is it
matt: a dog
matt: with a firecracker
matt: up its butt

look at the last entry

Larry : (what all did you have at his house?)
a7x rox my sox: my kitty key chain that meowed, a froggy picture frame key chain with a pic of matt s. in it, and some play doe
Larry : oh
Larry : you practically moved in
Larry : pfft whatever
Larry : you don't leave anything at my house :-(





Anyway yesterday was lame. I had to wait till my mom came home and then we went out for a bit and she was like you need to paint ur nails and I was like umm?k? so we went there then came home, I figured evan was busy with his cousin so I didnt call him. Ummm I played games with mitch. Listened to music then danny called and asked to hang out and I said no cause I was tired. Then she read the OC weekly personals to me and there are a lot of deprate people out there as well as gold diggers hahhahaa that was very amusing. So we talked and yeah I tired then later I played games with mr brandon and he beat me times 10. ANd then evan called me from rhetts and he was there with his cousin I guess rhett wanted to go to a show and they didnt get in so they just went back to his house. evan said he'd call me back later :). Then I went to bed cause I was tired. He called again. SO i found out Im going to the OP show in torrence? mmmhmmm should be fun. Registration is tuesday for hbhs meeps ahh! Well I guess that should be oh so fun? Ummmm yeah thank you to every 1 who comments on my myspace that makes me sooo happy!!!!!!! you have nooooo idea. :D well im off bye


the end.


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August 11th, 2004


06:15 pm - liger....



matt: what is it
matt: a dog
matt: with a firecracker
matt: up its butt

 

ARE YOU BLIND!!!! its my version of a liger cause im bad at drawing but but it works out. hahahah i love you mathew even tho you ditched me and broke my heart <X3

 

 

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11:17 am - mmmhmmm
Hey well yesterday was meepish I guess. I was gunna go see HP3 with matt but noooo hahaha anyway next week disneyland with matt and jenny should be fun. I even made him cookies sheesh. Anyway I also hung out with my love and we just layed around and watched tv yep yep. Hmmm I don't like getting attached to people you could say and I dunno I was acting weirdf yesterday :/ but yeah I dunno Im attached to this boy its weird. a month and 20 days is a looonngg time for me hahaha sorry but yeah he means a lot to me mmhmm. 11 more days till 2 months mmhmm hahha I dunno im really happy with life right now its amazing and hopefully it will stay this way for a while and if not I guess thats cool as well. I talked to danny today everythings okay with her I guess last I check she was wacthing teletubies hahahahaha what a weird girl. But yeah she calls it tillatubies or something nvm I dunno hahaha. We talked about a lot and I've thought about a lot and gah my life's good at the moment no need to fuck it up.

I know I use this a lot but it truely is the BEST advice I have EVER gotten :

"Dont over complicate shit, take things for what they are." - Sean

I dunno why I love that saying but it's the truth and Sean is the best ever. I feel bad cause Im retarded twards him sometimes when he's always helping me out. That guy is awesome and I could honestly say he is one of my best friends besides matt,tavi and danny. But I guess I just want to say thanx to him for everything ever and I can never say thank you enough to this kid. But yeah thank you mr sean.<3

Well Im off now tty all later bye bye



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August 9th, 2004


09:13 am

 ::yawn:: very tired but awake. Um yesterday was amazing. in the mourning I got a new jacket,shoes and pants :) mmmmm. anyway thats not the point... I went to see Shadows fall, as I lay dieing, remembering never and HIMSA. Mmmmm it was amazing. I went with Jenny, Greg and Larry it was good. Jenny and I waited for Johnny but he was being mobed and stuff so we waited for a LLOONNGGG time cause I was like MEEP i have to talk to him. SO we waited and waited and the line died down so we just stood in the corner and he was kinda alone so we walked over and I poked him with my wittle finger and was like " umm...umm...ummmm... hi. and I said something weird cause I was scared and Im all shy and he smiled and was like aw :) and then he grabed on to my hand and I shook his hand a wittle and he was like AWWWWWW and made a little noise hahahahaha and then he lunged at me and gave me the biggest hug EVER mmmm and he smelt mmmmmmm nice it was good hahahaha. then he asked me if I like d shadows fall and I said kinda and I had nothing more to say so jenny said stuff :) and I was amazed and I think he wanted to talk more cause he just stood there and we were like umm well were gunna go and he was like it was ncie meeting you and i tapped his wittle sholder and he tapped mine :D. I dont like how im all shy and cant say ANYTHING and I get all nervous sooo lame. But anyway that was the highlight of my night and himsa was gooood mmmm.

 mmm johnny



After teh show we hit up t dub and had a picnic in the park at like 12 30 then we took greg home and then we went and got some chalk and wrote a certin birthday boy a message on his side walk! hahaha yep yep. SO last night was good I tried to tell evan what happened but noooo he had to be sleeping and not answer sheesh w/e.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT BAKER!
happy birthday to my best friend and I love you more than anything MUAH! I hope you liked the art we drew for you on ur sidewalk ;) its pretty sweet. well happy birthday and tomarrow is HP3 dont forget!! LOVE YOU!!!!

 

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August 7th, 2004


09:49 pm
Yesterday I hung out with evan all day hahah im suprised he didnt get sick of me. hahah evan called it " Leanne marathon" it was fun. Today I hung out with him again yep yep. then I get a call that sounds crazy from my friend haha i dunno my life is weird now. I honestly could careless about stuff it's fucking lame. Im tired. Yes i drink every 1 knows it but im over that shit and I need to leave some stuff behind and move on. Im just mad at the moment I guess. well i have nothing more to say as of right now so bye

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August 5th, 2004


10:23 am - evans home :D
Well yesterday was fun =). Evan and Beth came to get me around 12. I walk out my front door and he like attacked me hahaha I havent seen my wittle in like a week and a half! He was all excited aww! After the attacking we went to say bye to evans friend ben before he went to coasta rica. Then beth,evan,ben,robby and I went to eat. Then beth, evan and I headed to UO and beth got some clothes. That girl is rad she goes in gets what she wants and gets out none of this lets try stuff on and take our sweet ass time shit. Anyway we went to the mall after to get her some shoes = ). Evan and I got droped off at his house and we watched tv and layed around. Took leo on a walk, layed around, I fell alsleep for a little and then we watched kill bill. Then around 9 we went to walmart didnt have what I wanted so we were gunna go eat but everywhere was closed. So we walked back to his house. watched tv then I went home. Came home and listened to op and I fell asleep.woke up at 2 got water. then danny calls me at 9 this mourning! sheesh! I was sooo tired anyway she's like im comming over! Sooooo she's on her way now lol.

Jenny called and asked if I wanted to go to a show sunday so Im gunna go see Shadows Fall,As I Lay Dying,Himsa,Remembering Never. =) yay! And wittle LJ's going yay! :D!!! So no noise attack I guess lol.

Bloop but anywho my life is back now and I missed him times ten <3


bye bye
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August 4th, 2004


09:01 am - yesterday...
Hello. Well yesterday was nice. I went to hang out with danny and we played mario cart and simpsons hit and run. Evan calls me right when I get there saying he's home. ah what timeing. Anyway I didnt get to see him yesterday but we talked later. So today Im gunna attack him cause it's been like a week and a half hahaha. I miss him =*(. Anywho when's the noise attack show? I might just go to that meep I dunno yet tho :/? Im sooooo tired gah I dunno why I didnt do anything at all. My finger's still hurts from a fuck face dropping a ciggerett on it. And I had some and they vanished. jerks. Anyway Im off to shower it up and clean my room then Im off to bug meep.


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August 2nd, 2004


11:56 am - stuff
Okay hmm my life is crazy. I figured out when I drink tooooo much Im a bitch and want to fight EVERY1. Like 2 nights ago I wanted to fight vie and danny. I kicked danny and bit her soo hard she has like a big gash in her and it bled a lot and theres a bruse. I was mouthing off to a lot of my friends and calling them saying lame things. Then last night I was SOOO mean I tried to punch danny in the face im such a mess. I went down main and like I dunno sean called me and I 4 get what was said but yeah im sorry sean. Then I ran into Neil Thorman o man it was soo nice! i havent seen him in 4 ever! But yeah hmm he wrote his # on my arm and we need to hang out. I went EVERYWHERE yesterday, lake park,main,allys,adams,huntington street everywhere. well im stopping cause im soo lame like that i feel liek shit. its done with.

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July 28th, 2004


11:13 pm - .amazing.
amazing.amazing.amazing.yes.yes.he.is.amazing.
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Current Music: rebel yell - billy idol

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July 26th, 2004


06:38 pm - pix convo
matt's sending me sexual pictures. too hot for live journal kinda stuff.


picture :


matt: gee look at that swan struttin her stuff
a7x rox my sox: OMG

picture :


matt: and look at that one goin
a7x rox my sox: omg
matt: "come hhheeree boys.. im waaaaaaaaaiting"


matt you make pictures of swans seem so sexual its great.
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July 25th, 2004


12:22 pm - ahhh crazy
Well yesterday was I dunno bloop. Vie and Danny slept over the night before so anyway yesterday they left at noon and I went to see evan. Evans mom took us to claim jumper and then we went to his house and watched tv. Hung out with him for a while then I went to hang out with friends. So they were all drunk and my friend said your boy friend was looking at me weird! and got all mad it was weird then yea we made our way to main. Went to Larrys a few times but no 1 was there so we went to lake park and andrea was all drunk and we stoped so he could give sum 1 a ciggerett. Then Andrea just ate shit haha he fell sooo hard like face first. I dunno so I had to pick him up and he's liek the same size as me so I dunno it was funny. Then things got crrreeepppy and he kept saying weird shit and pushed him into a bush haha it was funny so we looked EVERYWHERE for them and couldnt find um so I was like ill take u back to kyle and all them and he was like no im going where ur going im gunna look after you. it was weird cause I was the one looking after his drunk ass. Anyway we went back to larrys but couldnt find any 1. Anyway His friends kept calling his cell phone and he was like NOOO i dont wana be with them and want to hang out with you i enjoy hanging out with you blah balh it was creepy as fuck. Then we found them and I went back to Dannys alone and I got danny to go to bed then I went home and called evan and talked to him and he was packing. he called me back told him everything aww I love it. Anyway yeah I woke up all weird today gah, then went to eat with my dad danny called she sounded all tired and yeah. Evan called from arizona and he said he was staying the night there then going to new mexico. AWW poor wittle! I miss him meep! but this week will be fun monday I have a date with kyle well more of hanging out cause its Kyle and yea NO I cant see him in anyway more than a friend cause that would be ummm sick. wensday ash and I are going to hang out then yeah I dunno what else? yeah well im off to shop peace out


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